emo again.. hmm why my heart cant be firm.. wonder.. why.. the decision always change.. why i change to be like this.. what i want actually.. i asked myself so many times.. but.. finally i just forget the question cause i know even though i also cant answer myself.. hate to be like this.. really.. but how.. how can i solve all the problems nicely without hurt others n hurt myself..=.= feel wanna long piak liao..